What is actually going on here?

Do you ever just look around all of a sudden and think “What is going on???”. It’s like people are scrambling, you hear complaining, petty comments, people making bad decisions, no one taking accountability, people are bailing, no one is doing their own tasks and not worrying about what others are doing?

Yeah that is where it’s at. Begs to wonder what is going on in these lives that they are in these moments with the thought processes they have. My empathetic soul is searching for ways to understand, relate, help. I myself, am drowning a bit, so it feels a bit like trying to save someone yet you’re both going down.

This is the realization, sometimes you have to stick to yourself, do what you know is right and let others fail and rise on their own. This sounds dramatic, yet it is real. I am by no stretch perfect, and have lots of work to do myself. Feels as though there are a lot of grown children though. Life does not have to be as hard as some people make it. Myself, do my fair share of grumbling lately, have not as grateful as I should be, no. I am very happy with my life in general though. There are a few outliers that are stressing, however, I wouldn’t change them for a thing. Not one thing. God is good even when life is not. My mouth may not confess it like it should, but my heart knows it.

There are good people, that are around every day, they are not happy. They are not open minded, their eyes are tunnel vision. Efforts are made to be uplifting and try to play devil’s advocate. Over time I want to scream “Get over it”. “Grow up!”. I don’t, I won’t. How do you want to live your life complaining and pointing fingers. Assumption is it’s a distraction from their own insecurities and pitfalls, but guess what…we all have them. There is a little voice that always tells me something is wrong with me. That voice doesn’t get a stage though. Progression and what can be fixed and improved does get the stage. The positive not the negative gets the energy.

One thing that is clear after thirty odd years on earth, it will be okay. There is so much joy, good, happiness in life to be savored like a good chocolate cake with fudge icing, and caramel, whip cream, and nuts on top!

Here is a picture for attention, and happiness! Live life as happy as this girl is over sunflowers and bubbles!